Hi im a 27 yr old las.Im on the chubby side of life.Weigh 90kg...Ive had a few guy friends over the years.The closest i have come to sexual contact was on this one guy's bed in the dark,him sucking on my t*** .And another time making out with a guy him rubbing my t*** and me touching his hardon(zipd up in his pants tho :( i was wet as h***....Then his mum came home! We talked about having s**..But i chickend out. I believe i should marry and be a virgin. The sad part is when the h*** am i going to get married? And im h**** as h***...M********* daily(love humping my pillow) as i read p***.I would even like to have s** with a girl someday, want s** with an older man,want group s**, want s** 24/7! In all positions...Am i normal? (touching myself again..) oh and im also more affraid of having anyone see my fatness..If a guy is realy h****,wil he care about my fat rolls or will my p**** and ass be all he wants? Sometimes i wish i was a w****/prostitute.