I want so badly to have a s** change. I don't want to have to suffer in a disgusting body of a woman. Now, I'm built well, slender, and have often times been called sexy, but I hate being a woman. I hope someday I can feel my chest, and not feel b******, but the chest of a man. Lady parts freak me out too. It's not easy being afraid of your own genitals. I just can't stand this body.