Hey ok so I'm 14 and god I just want s**. It consumes me it's all I can think about. I've technically done it twice but I never got to finish. I've tried masturbating and I just can't get off it drives me crazy. I just want some hot guy of the bad boy variety to just show up on a motercycle,take me somewhere, and f*** me til I scream. Okay maybe this is bad but whatever I just want some hard hot mind numbing f***, is that so wrong?