Help me with my regret
First when I was 12, 2 months before I was 13 I did sexual things to my brother in his sleep. Secondly a few months later I filmed my mum in the shower. I also had very disturbed thoughts around this time. I now, and rightly so severely regret these times. Since then in my darkest hours I've considered suicide though I think I've put it behind me. It's now a couple of years on and I'm confessing on here and then maybe trying to see a therapist, if that doesn't work then I'll struggle. Just to clarify I live in the UK and I'm a boy.
I also think the problem was curiosity.
So any advice/help?