Help me with my regret

First when I was 12, 2 months before I was 13 I did sexual things to my brother in his sleep. Secondly a few months later I filmed my mum in the shower. I also had very disturbed thoughts around this time. I now, and rightly so severely regret these times. Since then in my darkest hours I've considered suicide though I think I've put it behind me. It's now a couple of years on and I'm confessing on here and then maybe trying to see a therapist, if that doesn't work then I'll struggle. Just to clarify I live in the UK and I'm a boy.
I also think the problem was curiosity.
So any advice/help?

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  • Ok thanks, to be honest, I'm not sure about a therapist. Particularly as you guys were so much help. But also because even though it doesn't justify it, a lot of changes happened so fast for me that affected me and my very close family, this kind of makes me feel a bit better as it helps to explain it. Also about the girlfriend thing, I do like this girl at the moment a lot, but I can't help thinking I'll feel guilty?
    Anyway thanks again guys/girls you really have help a lot! :)

  • The previous commenter is so right, and to add to him, listen, in the teens, everyone get turned on quickly and unexcepectedly, so that plus your curiuosity got you in this sitiuation, if you are strong innerly, you don't need people's help, so next time, be clever and speculate the fact of the deduction of what you are doing. Act normal with all of your family and destroy your past, forget those who tell you ''you can't forget the pass'', because you're not going to forget it, no, you're going to get a life experience because of that. If you want a fast cure, get a girlfriend, but never tell her about those days.

  • Listen you can get help do not punish yourself for the things you did in the past. Please do seek out someone who you can talk to and they can help you, there are so many people out there willing to help you. God Bless

    I wish you the best of luck

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