My sisters call me a prude... The truth is I was raped
My sisters call me a prude... The truth is I was raped when I was 14... four months later I had a miscarriage. I have never told anyone.
Now I am afraid to be touched by people, hugs, holding hands, shaking hands, thinking about kissing someone. I get sick to my stomach and feel like I want to vomit whenever I think these things.
I feel like I am unlovable because any forms of touch make me sick.
My sisters make fun of me all the time and that just causes me more pain, because they don't understand what it's like living day to day with this trauma.