Im having s** with my stepbro
I sleep with my stepbrother. it only started a few months ago but now i cant stop its gotten out of control. it all started when one day me and my stepbro were trying to bond so we watched this scary movie on the couch. at first i hated my stepbro he always seemed like a mean guy and everyone called him a " player" and anyways. we were sitting on the couch and everytime i got scared i would jump out off the couch and try to hide . so he asked me if i wanted to hold his hands. knowing i thought he was joking i said no . but then i realized he wasnt so i sat next to him an held his hands. after all the scary parts of the movie i started to get sleepy i kinda fell asleep on his lap . i woke up a few time noticing he was getting a b**** .. at first i didnt want to say anything so i tried to go back to sleep but then i noticed he kept feeling up on me and i was getting a little p***** . i got up an told him to f*** off my body! and he said sorry for that and i hugged him.. though when he said sorry it actually seemed like he meant it .anyways the when the movie was over i asked could i sleep with him.. i know wht ur thinking but not in that way i mean like when you sleep in your brother room when u were little when u thought their were monsters in ur bed. so quickly he said yes and i made a bed on the floor next to his . he said that i could sleep in the same bed as him cause were now " family " but i didnt really think that was a good thing because ..i have slept in the same bed as a dude an ended up getting rapped. so i went to sleep in his room but when i woke he was next to me on the ground naked. me naked . and i never sleep nude! i noticed that he had raped me . i was shocked but not surprised . he said he was so called " sleep walkin"
but i knew he wasnt i told him it was ok because i didnt want to tell my dad. from then on he been beggin to do me with me awake so i could as he said " enjoy it " so i agreed just to make him shutup but then after it was over i realized I loved it! and when i told him i did he said " we could do it again anytime any place anywhere " and really we have.. recently the last place we did it was in his car.. i feel ashamed an digusted with myself but at the same time i cant help it . s** with him is perfect. i dont know how to stop doing it with him an im afraid if i dont my dad might find out and get p***** or i would pregnant because he doesn't use condoms and if i do tell my dad will still be p*****! i want to stop but its like a drug and if you know .. drugs are hard to come off. what should i do): i feel horrible