L*** for a married man
I have fallen in l*** with a married man who is my co-worker. I flirted with him shamelessly and felt it was safe because he was happily married. Everyone finds him immensely attractive and charming and I happened to have fallen for these traits as well. But I never felt he nor I took the flirting seriously until 2 weeks ago. Things started to change in the way we flirted and I had a lot of misgivings where this was leading to. I started to back off our flirting and he became more serious. Finally, we talked openly about becoming intimate. I know that if we ever did,
I would definitely need to find another job because I don't want it to become an affair. But I feel overwhelmed and ashamed at how much l*** I feel for him. I think of sometimes just sleeping with him to get it over with. I've never cheated and never slept with a married man. I don't know why I'm even considering now. What should I do?