Hi. Welll i dont know what im doing here.i just wanted to say something.
I'm in love. But i'm only 14. S im confused, is this love or just like? But anyway..the object of my affection just happens to be my sorta uncle. Dont go all grossed out. He's the same age as me and we're not really related...but he's always there during family gatherings and stuff. So, i started liking him around the end of last year, and he told me he liked me, and i Told him i liked him. So we were great, i mean, we could laugh together, we could talk together. And btween then and now, we had our own special moments. And since that period, i think he started being more than a crush. He made me feel different, and he was always on my mind. So anyway, two nights ago, he texted me and asked me why i fell in love with him. And i told him everything. The embarassing thing is, i dont say i love you unless i mean it. And when i told him....i thought eventhough we couldnt be together, he was worth it. But he told me to move on because we could never be together.
And ever since then, it hurts. I cry at night. I can't even....i mean. How am i gonna look at him the same way?! it just hurts too f****** much.