the whole time I was kissing him, I was
the whole time I was kissing him, I was thinking about another guy-someone else. Someone I can't stop thinking about. I even dream about him.
But it can't work out between us. Too much history. It makes me want to cry myself to sleep. It's not even about our child. I want him for me... as selfish as that is. I want to be a happy family.
(and lets not have everyone comment that "you never know, it could work out." It can't, and that's that.")