Loving Wife's O***** Denied 9 YEARS!!
For 9 years s** with my husband has *never* included my o*****.
To quote him, "if you can't come from a f******, too bad, that's your problem".
When I begin to pleasure myself after s** he tells me, "Do it later. Stop! Ugh, why are you doing that next to me"?
How the h*** have I gotten by? Well, I feel zero arousal watching p***. Instead I now find myself completely attracted to bizarre anime s** involving tentacles, impregnation monsters and forced s** that ends with a womb full of, you fill in the blank.
He blows his top if I even bring up buying a vibrator. He barely enjoys f****** my mouth while I take advantage of our jetted tub, the single nice amenity in our otherwise dilapidating saltbox.
He destroyed my ability to focus on even the tiniest tingle in my c*******. I instead focus on how humiliating it is that I can not o***** through penetration alone.
I just wish he had taken the time to learn how to touch me, at least a decade ago! I will try extremely hard to forgive his foolishness but 9 years of sadness and repressed feelings is a lot to stomach.
Mid twenties here I c**... albeit alone.