Raped at 14
When i was 14 my friend had some boys over. i had never kissed anyone before and i knew i was ready to. i went upstairs w him and we started to makeout. he tried lifting up my shirt but i told him to stop. he didnt and eventually it got to the point where he was on top of me, holding my mouth, and forcing me to have s**. im 17 now and i cant really move on until i get some closure. do i have any fault in this since i went upstairs with him? should i tell my family, my friends, or my boyfriend? and also am i weak for not calling the police?