Jealously Sucks

I am so jealous of my boyfriend's ex wife and anyone else he has been with because I'm afraid I'm not as good as they are, and yes, I know this isn't the right way to be, but that doesn't help me change. He married his ex after only 3 months, and doesn't want to marry me that fast. I feel like I'm not as good as she was. He also said it was because she was pregnant, but he doesn't want me getting pregnant, so I feel like she got to be a wife and his child's mom while I get to be nothing but the girlfriend forever. He is also twice my age, so I feel like he has had so much more life experience that I will never be part of.

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  • With the last details you added... I'd say your feelings aren't without merit. maybe this is one of those times you should trust your gut. Most of the time we're dissuaded to listen to ourselves because it's supposedly negative chatter. But, sometimes... It's honest with us.

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