I'm in love with a woman...and she isn't my wife.
I'm in love with someone I didn't marry. I've been married over two and a half years and a few months ago I met a woman who is everything I was looking for when I settled for the woman I married. Last night, I told the other woman how I felt. She understands but knows we can't be together for obvious reasons. My faith won't let me divorce. The woman I love wouldn't have me if I was that kind of guy anyway. The kind of guy who would divorce his wife for another woman...she'd never have him. My heart breaks every day that I wake up next to someone I just don't think I'm in love with anymore. It breaks even more knowing it isn't her fault. My wife is amazing. She does so much to show her love for me. I couldn't ask for a better woman. I'm realizing I married her because I knew she'd say yes. I was ready to be married and was tired of meeting the wrong women. My ex came along, and we were married a year later. It feels so unfair that I would meet my soulmate two and a half years too late. I don't know what to do. I don't know if there's anything I should do.Jun 6, 2012