My boyfriend wanted to have s**
(I'm a 17 year old girl)
Me and my boyfriend were lying in bed and he touched my thigh and said " so when are we gonna do it babe?" and I said "soon" and I went to sleep. The next morning he kept going on about it, I tried to explain I wasn't ready but he called me frigid and we didn't speak the rest of that day. Anyway he called me the next morning and said he was sorry and that he loved me and invited me round. I went round his house, accepting his apology, but when I got there he asked me again and kissed me. I love him so much and wanted him to be happy so I promised him a bj. I did this and he was being really smug about it saying "good girl, took a while but we got there ;)" and laughing. I've never seen him like that before. He was leading me on, I know this now cause after I gave him the bj he started to feel me up, and he put me on my back and rubbed my p****. He took of my skirt and said "wow baby, ur so wet and I'm hard, we could have some good s**" so I agreed. We did it and it was amazing but it was uncomfortable and I wasnt ready. The next morning he said "morning my sexy b****" I was so upset he called me his b**** so i got dressed and went home. Then he called me and had a go at me and broke up with me. This was all over s**, I feel so stupid now, was I used for s**?