I don't think I'll ever have a healthy s** life.
I don't know if I'm gay or straight. My first (and only) girlfriend pushed me further than I wanted to go and ended up pregnant, only to miscarry. I have fantasies about ending up in prison and being raped by all the inmates. But I don't really think that I would even enjoy s** with a man, and I've always wanted a wife and kids.
I'm actually moderately attractive and I keep myself well-groomed, but my personality is too child-like that I can't attract anyone. I don't know if I'm actually gay/bi, or if I just gave up on finding a woman.
(Also, vaginas look kind of scary to me, but b**** are just fantastic)