S***-Faced Genius

I'm one of those guys who you see in the movies... The kid with the IQ over 160 that knows more than the teachers, writes music, books, sometimes formulates math theorems, but then, he falls behind in school, has horrible grades, and he starts misbehaving, beyond a minor level. I've spent the past year entertaining myself by sabotaging printers, lock picking doors, and skipping school. And pushing teachers. This is just the start of things though. My life's been very rough, and very few people known even slight parts about it. I was raped when I was a kid by my neighbor, for example, let alone the molesting from others. My family is abusive, my brother is dying from cystic fibrosis, and my mom's not too far from the deathbed either. I fell in love hard a while back and she manipulated and led me on, crushing my heart. Then I find another girl to bolster my heart with, and I fall in love again, and I feel great, for two months, after which she tells me she needs some space. I end up in a suicide clinic and a week later, returning home, she managed to cheat with five guys while I was there. I'm bisexual. And I'm a visionary. I want to change the world, but I keep hitting setback, after setback.

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  • All I can say is, no matter what happens in your life, don't let your problems hold you down. I bet you're better than that. Fight for what you believe in, maybe you won't be able to change the world, but you will certainly be able to change many people's lives.

    Don't give up, you're sound like an awesome person. Life's a b**** sometimes, but it would be a total loss for someone like you to go to waste.

    You sound like a pretty interesting guy. I'm a girl and I would ask you out if I lived near you.

    Good luck!

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