I let my bestt friend get away. We had decided that we wouldn't date for now, and we were just going to be friends etc etc. All well and good.
She was my very first kiss, and the only woman I have kissed since. She is now dating another guy, and while I can't be mad because we weren't dating, I'm so jelous and think of little other then winning her back.
I don't think he can treat her as well as me. I don't think he cares as much as me. I dont think that she even loves him as well as me and thatthe only reason she is dating him is because I didn't make a move.
Damn it. So I have resolved to wait. Painful though it is. If he makes her happy, and will protect her, then I will be happy for them.