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My mom died when I was 7. My dad remarried about 2 years later to a beautiful, sexy blonde woman named Kathy who I liked but was never attracted to. They got divorced my first year in college and he stayed single for over 4 years until he married Barb last year. Barb is really nice and isn't unattractive exactly, but everybody says they don't really fit together because of her looks. The problem is that almost immediately after they got married I started having these sexual thoughts about her, and the situation has only gotten worse over the year they've been married. She hasn't done nothing to make me think this way, and doesn't do nothing realy sexual around me at all, but I just want to do things with her, and even more than that, I want her to do things to me. I think about her a lot, many times every day, even though I don't live with them, and it's gotten to the point where anytime I m*********, I'm thinking about Barb and nobody else. Not ever. P*** does nothing for me anymore: all my dirty s** thoughts are about her. And if I ever find myself looking at a girl on campus or at work or whatever, I feel like I'm cheating on Barb in doing that. I just want to eat her p**** like a madman, lick her ass and then throw her on my dad's bed and f*** her till neither one of us can f*** any more, but then we both find a way to f*** more and we keep f****** and f******. I have the hots for her so bad you can not believe. I know nothing will happen between us, but I don't know why I think this way about her and why it keeps getting worse and worse and worse every day.

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  • You're stuck in a self perpetuating problem. The more you don't say anything the more you think she will think you are thinking exactly what you are thinking. That is hard to follow. I'd say, "Barb, this will be uncomfortable to hear as it is uncomfortable to say. I have to confess to you that I have always been incredibly attracted to you. I have to tell you because as I keep this to myself, it becomes all I think about up to the point of obsession. I know that I can't ever do anything with you because I can't betray my dad like that. Nor would I want you to betray him either. I guess the reason I'm telling you this is so that I can release the energy that has built up over the years of turning you into a sexual object in my mind. I hope that by telling you, and not keeping it a secret, it will let me leave these thought behind and move on with my life in a healthier way."

  • WTF??

  • rape her

  • Honestly, I really have had rape fantasies about Barb. But in my fantasies, it's HER raping ME.

  • Gosh that's sounds intense for you, it must b horrible knowing nothing can happen between u both, knowing that your dad gets to do all those things that u want to do with her, have u ever thought about tryin to flirt with her and see if she flirts back you may b surprised. Kim x

  • You're right: it's really bad. I'm afraid to even talk to her in normal conversational situations, because these thoughts hit me without warning and I'm afraid I'll say an unsexual thing in a way that will give away my feelings for her or even offend her or embarrass my dad. Also, it's hard for me to even look her in the eye when I'm at their house because I'm afraid she'll see that I'm thinking all these dark, dirty, filthy things about her, or notice that I have a serious serious hardon and that she's the cause of it. I really don't know why I feel this or think this or want this, but this feeling that I want to be with her just gets worse all the time. Thanks for your encouragement: I do appreciate it.

  • ^ WHAT?!

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