Should I have s** with him?
I'll be turning 17 by the end of the year and will be going to College by September. I have a boyfriend whom I love so much. We've been dating for over a year now and we live in different cities. He comes to see me from time to time, he's really older than I am but I don't see that as a barrier because he respects me, treats me like a Queen and supports me. He is the most wonderful guy I've ever known. I'm a virgin and he's been patient with me. Lately he's been telling me how he really wants to have s** with me. I understand he has sexual desires and he's sexually active so its harder for him to suppress his urge. A few days ago when he came to visit me I gave him the first oral s** and he was very appreciative, even though he's been giving me oral s** for a long time now. I love this guy so much but I'm just scared of having s** now. I promised him when I start College we'll have s** but I don't know how true I am. What if my family finds out: will I be seen as a w****? Should I do it because I want to? What if he leaves me after a while? He promised he'd never, that we have a future together. Please I need your advice.