I f****** hate the way I feel these days!!!
Life f****** sucks and I have no idea what to do about it. My mom, my dad, my brother, all dead. My sister, in jail for drugs. I have two sons that lost their mom to cancer last year. I have some waste of flesh a****** f****** with me over my moms estate and she's been dead less than a year. My wife doesn't understand what it means to have depression and anxiety and she's really the only person that I have to try and talk to about all of it.
Please don't bother with comments about god or head shrinks, been there and done all that. To be honest, all it does is p*** me off when I think about all the time that I've invested in prayer and trying to "get help".
F*** it all, we all live and we all die right? It's just a matter of breathing I guess.