I'm sorry I suck
Remember when you told me you liked me? And I didn't say anything back? Well I'm sorry. It's all my fault, really. Connor started talking to me again, and I was still in love with him, but I was really in like with you, and I didn't know what to do. So I did nothing, and I lost you. You're the most important thing in the world to me and I just f***** everything up. I KNEW you liked me, and I STILL didn't have the guts to tell you I liked you back. I watched you move on, silently beating myself up about it. Even now, I want to tell you so bad, but I can't bring myself to mess with your relationship, because you deserve to be happy. Well now you're gone and there's nothing else I can do but try my best to stay friends. I guess I'll eventually move on too, but you and me? We'll always be my OTP. Just like you said three years ago, when I was too stupid to listen.