Why am I such a g******* doormat?!
I just hate the fact in such a fricking push over! I had this so called 'friend' who treated me like crap and I put up with it for more than a year!! She: bitched about me 24/7 then denied it, took money off me, made me buy her food, insulted the Christmas present I gave her and demanded for another one, told the teacher when I didn't do my homework, made my lip bleed and wasn't even sorry, told my friend my Halloween party was cancelled, lied to me ALL the time... The list just goes on! My other 'friend' I have put up with for 7 years pretends she has nothing to do with me at school but is all nicey nicey outside of school, and tells me that everyone hates me and b****** about me (a lie) and insulted the Christmas present I got her, and said it was my own fault when I was getting bullied!! Seriously! I put up with these people for soooo long just because they can sometimes be nice! I'm rubbish at holding grudges and I end up being bossed about and bullied by so called 'friends' all the time!!!!! Sorry, I just really needed to vent.