Husband forces me to suck him after s** with others
Some of these confessions seem similar to mine. my husband owns me and does what he wants with me at all times. It wasnt always like this, but when i became pregnant with our first child, he informed me that when i go into labour and delivery, he would be having s** with a prostitute in our bed, i cried my eyes out as i realized he was serious. he explained to me that it would turn him on knowing i am going thru pain and that its not much to ask of me to go along with it, i didnt really have a choice. i remember laying in my hospital bed in labour with his sister who kept in contact wth him via cel phone, so he could hear my screaming i presumed. i returned home 2 days later and as soon as the baby was asleep. he sat back on the couch and pulled his p**** out then turned on the tv and the vcr where i saw my bedroom with the clock saying 2:14 pm then a young girl about 18 or 19 yrs old sprawled across my bed and i felt sick to my stomach, he made me watch as i cried, he performed oral s** on her for at least 40 mins then he put his p**** inside her with no condom. that must have lasted at least another 40 mins, he made me watch it all as he laughed and eventually made me perform oral s** on him, and he told me he hadnt washed, ans for me to get used to it. and i eventually learned to accept that he is the master of the house whom provides for us. we now have 7 children and one on the way. and sooo much has went on since the first. it got worst before it got easier lol. im glad i could get this off my chest, and know there are others that also submit to their husbands fully.