I need s** with someone other than my wife!
I am a fairly successful good looking thirty-two yr old unhappily married male. i have been struggeling with whether or not to cheat or leave my wife of eight yrs, but i really dont know if im being selfish. i kinda stretched my wifes private parts beyond repair. i was a sexual deviant and never thought of the consequences for her or myself yrs later, but at the same time she went along with it. i honestly cant stand having s** with her. she even experiences incontinance at times and it is such a turn off. i really dont think i can continue on like this, i am a man with needs and i need something smaller, much smaller. i do feel bad for her cuz whenever i mention how loose she is, she cries and blames me and that she is still young as well, she is twenty-six now and also has five children from me, she had complications during three pregnancies with pain and dryness due to air accumulation in uterus from the open v*****, and she throws it all in my face and tells me that i ruined her life and body. i cant keep living this way. i just want to move on with someone new, but guilt keeps taking over. If anyone has any suggestions or experience of their own, pls help me out!!