I'm a w****
A couple of years ago my life took a turn for the worse and it's still going.
I lost my job, my bf of 6 years left me and my house was repossessed when I failed to keep up payments.
About 6 months ago things were really bad and after a few drinks I ended up in tears in my best friend's husband's arms, telling him how bad it all was.
He then told me how hot he thought I was and that he'd wanted to f*** me for years. If I did it, he'd help out with some of the bills I had.
I'd like to say I refused and sent him packing but what I actually did was spend the next 2 hours being his w****, doing whatever he asked and begging him for more.
Now he comes round twice a week to f*** me any way he wants, to use me and abuse me. Afterwards he hands me money and goes back to his wife, my best friend.
I don't know what to do.