F*** EVERYTHING i just want a break....

I recently screwed up my life kind of bad i suppose.. i mean i know its not as bad as a lot of people but for spoiled rich kid americans mine is pretty damn low lol. but anyways some good things finally started going my way and right as i thought i was on top of the world my best friend starts dating this b**** who changes everything between me and him. and i dont have a lot of friends because well.. frankly i think people suck in general.. life has taught me that. the company that i had an awesome job that would have carried me SO FAR went under and i was about to be homeless for the third time.... i recently moved back to the place i was born but i dont know anyone here (been almost 10 years since ive been back) and my best friend lives only a few hours away but with his b**** gf and i dont know if i should even bother going to see them or if im just going to be p***** off the whole time because i know how fake she is.. and im not a social butterfly so i cant just go somewhere and just be one of those people who just suddenly has a buttload of friends. i have a job that sucks too.... i knew when i was getting hired just from the way my interviewer was talking to me that i wasnt going to like it but i hate myself a little more every day that i am there. i would walk out now but i like the money.. and i kind of need it anyways. i have some potential job opportunities once the holidays end but damn.. i just want something good going for me again.. im tired of trying so hard and feeling like im getting nowhere..

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  • Thank you.. i still do a lot of research in my freetime. havent given up on what i want to do.... normally when i get 1 thing going for me everything else starts falling into place..

  • Im sorry honey. i kno im no help cause you kno, ive never met you -i dont think- but you kno the answer ill say, just keep tryin and good luck ;)

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