Im 17 and Ive always been the good boy. Ive never touched pot I dont steal stuff and never had s**. I feel almost compelled to be bad but I cant find it in myself.I want to try pot but I worry about getting caught and you never know if its going to be the real stuff. I also get so sick of not having a penny and I want to steal stuff but I dont want to get caught. I also really have my eye on this girl but shes 4 years older than me. I should probably feel disgusted with myself but I dont. Ive been fantasizing sexually about her and I want to f*** her. I have this thing for girls around 13 to 16 you see. Dont know why Im posting this but I dont care really. Im sick of caring.