I want a good, hard, out of body F***
I've been with my boyfriend for three years almost and the s** is horrible and lacking. I just want more. I fantasize about getting a good hard fulfilling f*** by any other guy who can actually last and thrust hard (because my bf can't or he'll blow his load.) I've tried patiently for the past three years to teach him to be better. I MOTIVATED him, COACHED him, TAUGHT him s** tips, tricks, ENCOURAGED him to keep trying. I was there for him for THREE YEARS and I tried SO HARD but it is still HORRIBLE. We have s** and he can thrust for maybe 5 seconds and then he stops and goes slow. IT IS DRIVING ME POSITIVELY INSANE.
I don't want to cheat and never have, but you can't say I didn't try!!! He doesn't have a medical condition, the fact is he JUST DOESN'T TRY HARD ENOUGH. He isn't disciplined to hold his load. That makes me sick and has led to me falling out of love for him. I tried so hard for him because I want it to work but he won't try as hard for me.
Is it so wrong to want a good, hard, long, mind-numbing, out of body s** where I am completely spent in the end and am not left still feeling h**** and unfulfilled!!!