I need s** from my wife, from anyone.
I've been married for nearly 15 years and my wife just doesn't have any desire. I am deeply in love with her, but the lack of physical attraction/attention drives me insane. I wish I could have an affair to fulfill those needs, but I'm not sure I could even do that, because I love her so, and I don't want to violate that trust with her.
Some have suggested that I am weak because, "a" I don't leave her or "b" I some how don't do enough to get her turned on. I can assure you this isn't case, while I will concede to an extent their is a lot of learned behavior patterns that has compounded the issue, but at heart we have different levels of desire and while I can't imagine my life without her, I also can't continue to feel like this.
I need s**, good s**, interactive s**, the kind where there is equal desire from both parties and mutual satisfaction is the goal.