Havent had s** in 2 years
Right here it goes...
I am obsessed with rough violent s** however my husband is terrified of it. Last time we had s** he said I am to demanding in the bedroom. I didnt think there was such a thing. Personally I dont get it as I thought men loved s**? However this is just the begining.
My s** life is lacking the most critical part the s**. Never in my life have I become so heavy with masturbating. Every day I will call him when I get home from work just to figure out how much time I have with my vibrator or d****. I m********* to p*** modt of the time like bondage, rough s**, g******** etc. P*** hub has become my most hit list on my ipad. Otherwise I will run twisted fantasies through my head. This still isnt enough.
I have had constant thoughts of finding someone to fulfill this desire yet I can't cheat as I would feel so guilty. Yet I am obsessed with rough forceful s** and there is no one to take advantage of me.
Whats worse is he brags about s** to his mates like he is a pro. Maybe he is having this mindblowing s**.... just not with me.
Could it be I am to kinky?