I feel ashamed that I have a rape fetish
I can't place my finger on it... But I find the thought of rape so sexually exciting! Maybe the control or power struggle but something makes me want it. I'm a normal guy. Mid 20's, educated, ex-military and a relatively good job. I have a lot to loose, so actually raping a girl is out of the question. Not to mention the psychological affects on her. But I feel ashamed that I think in such ways. I don't know many others like me and no one knows I think this way.. I'd never confess my inner want to control and rape a girl.