I don't know how I feel about you. I
I don't know how I feel about you. I don't know how I feel.
Part of me seems inclined to obsess over you, yet it's less wanting more, than wanting to want more. Isn't that strange? It feels like there should be something between us that there's not. Or perhaps that I haven't acknowledged yet.
Your position in my life is elevated and I can't understand it. I'm fascinated by you. It's more than attraction. Indeed, I'm not even sure whether I am attracted to you.
It feels as if I'm lying in a river, anticipating the waterfall I can sense approaching. As if I'm waiting to fall for you harder than I've fallen for anyone before.
But I don't understand why, or why you. I can already criticise you, I know you're not perfect and I can see your flaws.
But at the same time, there's something about you that I can't ignore.
Maybe I'm just looking for someone or something to fill the void.
Maybe you're going to change my life.
Maybe I'm going to fall in love with you.
God only knows. But this isn't normal.