I want to be kidnaped and raped
For a few years now, I have had the intense desire to be kidnaped and raped. I have thought again and again about what would happen and how it would happen. I have even put myself in positions that are not safe just so there was a possibility of being abducted. I started masterbating to the fantacy of being molested when i was twelve. When i was sixteen I started watching rape p*** and I can't stop. I even will porpously go to guys apartments and get really close just to see if they will take advantage of the situation. I am now eighteen and I dream of older men tying my down and having s** with me.