I Hate My Body
I am 15 and very underweight. I'm very happy to be skinny, I get good compliments all the time about my weight. But, around three months ago, people began to pick on me because I don't necessarily have average size b******. I wear a 32 B bra, and even my mom says that it's too big. It's so embarrassing. I have a pixie cut, so it's not like I can let my hair down and somewhat cover my chest. I have always been a tomboy, I used to get picked on because of that all the time. I was never allowed to get a haircut, (my grandmother and mother are cosmetologists) so in turn, I had 3 feet and 9 inches of hair measuring from the nape of my neck. When I turned twelve I got it cut to the middle of my back, them about a month later got it cut to my shoulders. About two months ago, I got it all cut off, and keep the back and side shaved very short (I dont even have my grandmother use a guard on the razor anymore) and wear it somewhat like Miley Cyrus'. I am homeschooled, and have learned to ignore people who make fun of my haircut, because the way I wear my hair makes me happy. But, I start the local high school on January 6th, and even though I went to elementary school with everyone in my grade at the high school, that wasn't necessarily a time where boys paid attention to breast/butt size. I'm afraid I'll get criticized and become depressed. I have been in a depressed-type situation for about four years now, and just recently after making a decision to quit virtual school, I haven't been very happy. I have a feeling I'm not going to "fill out" until around 17.. I hate that. Even though my hips have started to widen a bit, I haven't changed much physically for about two years. I have a small butt, though it looks okay since I'm so skinny. I'm so skinny that I don't even exercise and you can see my six pack, though it's not full out like I've been doing crunches or something. I'm afraid I'll get called a d*** or something. What do I do?