I Always Chicken Out After S**
I am a 16 year old girl, and have had s** 10 times with four people. One of those was my best friends boyfriend, one is a perv, another is a year younger than me, and the other is very immature and even narrates what he's doing while having s**. We were in a relationship when we had s**. But, I always end up breaking up with them because it gets so awkward after the first time. I hate myself for it, because last time the boy started cutting himself. I would never do that to anyone, I just couldn't face them again it seemed. Is there anyone else with the same problem? If so, what did you do to overcome it?