I've turned into a w**** just for him
I've liked/loved/whatever this guy for five years. He rejected me for another girl, 3 years later, they broke up and I let him back in my life. He told me he doesn't want a relationship, he just wants s**. I agreed to just be friends...with benefits. I know it's morally wrong, I'm giving up
my body for someone who doesn't give a s*** about me. I gave up my virginity for him. The worst part is that I fear everyday that he'll go back to his ex. I respect that he'll never care about me in that way, I'm just not his cup of tea, but I still can't control my feelings.
I wish he would love me, but he can't.
I wish I could leave him before he leaves me, but I can't.