I've been a w**** wife.
I'm a 41 year old mother, been married to my husband for 20 years, and have 2 lovely kids. My husband and I are both successful people. He's a computer programmer, and I'm an accountant. I love my husband more than life, and the same goes for my children. However, for the last several years, I've been terrible. My husband makes roughly $75,000/year, and I make about $100,000. He doesn't say anything about it, but it bothers him. Not because I'm a woman, but he has his Masters degree, several certifications, and even had a college internship at a very well known software development company. I just have my CPA and a bachelors degree. We were married during school, and I thought he'd be making more, not me. Like I said, it doesn't bother me, I actually feel bad. What my husband, and well.. anyone, have no idea about is HOW I got the promotion to make what I'm making now. Fact is; I've had s** with our CFO semi-regularly for the last 6 years. My husband has no idea, I have never been able to muster up the courage to tell him. I keep psyching myself out saying "my husband won't mind.." just because we experimented around in college and had a couple of threesomes with another guy. My husband and I have an almost nonexistent s** life. He never has time for it, and when we do have the time, something bad always seems to happen. (Getting a call from a boss, children trying to contact us, my mother-in-law at the door, etc.) The worst part about my affair is that I love the s**. His c*** is at least 10" (compared to my husband's 5.5-6"), he lasts at least 30 minutes every time (compared to my husband's 2-8 minutes), and he's much more sexually exciting than my husband (who only wants missionary). Tonight, I had s** with my CFO again. This is the last time. I can't ruin my family.