I'm addicted to s**** but I'm a married man
My wife and I have been married ten years. She became disabled five years ago and is in constant pain. I have lost interest in s** with her. Six months ago I started fantasizing about sucking d***. I set up a wood glory hole in my garage(that's a hole in plywood for guys to suck each other through). Every night for the past 3 months I have had 2-4 guys stop by from my craigslist ad. I have been swallowing their s**** every night. Many of the guys are married too. Some of them are regulars now. I have sucked off more than 100 guys in three months. I hate lying to my wife. But I love her and can't leave her. She depends on me. What should I do?