My wife controls our s** life
My wife decided I was a "S** Addict". Things got pretty tense and we went to marriage counselling and also to see a s** therapist. The outcome they diagnosed me as a being addicted to s**. I have to go cold turkey. I mean I am not allowed to m********* or have s** with her or o***** for 3 months. Its called a period of sexual sobriety. During this time I have to be nice to her. I have to put aside my feelings and I am supposed to concentrate on her. I am supposed to be gentle and turn her on and stimulate her if she wants me to with my finger.
Once a week we meet with the s** therapist and we talk about all the intimate things my wife and I have done and they question me about if I have masturbated or done anything to hinder my recovery. Its like the Spanish inquisition or something. All these intimate questions and answers.
I love her very much but at the same time I am so so frustrated. I spend almost all my waking hours with a raging h******. I cant stop thinking about s**. Any woman that walks near me is the subject of my gaze and my dreams.
When I get home I then start to feel constricted or depressed or frustrated