I fantasize about my bf bringing home a f*** surprise for me
I do not want to cheat on my boyfriend of 4 years, even though that's what it will sound like :s
I have had an unrelenting fantasy that one night my boyfriend would have a special plan in mind for me resulting in him bringing over one of his friends or taking me to his friends place with one main objective in mind.... To watch and order me to f*** his friend(don't really have anyone in mind, but a few of his friends have actually asked him for permission to f*** me and he got mad at them)*sad face* I hadn't even thought of this till he told me about them asking but now I can't shake the idea of how f****** hot it would be to have that experience WITH him.
Its not that I want to f*** around and such, I want him to enjoy watching and be very aroused by it and then be dying to f*** me like an animal after.
He is very vanilla in bed (I know he has some sort of sexy desire he isn't telling me but even with asking he won't tell me, just keeps saying he doesn't really have any fantasies beside the obvious girl girl boy threesome. Can that be all there is ?? )
I have literally no idea if he'd ever go for this idea at all, sadly I'm pretty sure he'd be very angry if I brought it up(he's pretty insecure, and doesn't need to be)
Does anyone have any kind of advice or tips, please don't be rude as I am not going to do ANYTHING with anyone else unless he sets it up or consents to it.
I love him dearly and I want to have some fun and make some kinky memories with him before we wake up one day 40+ wondering why our lives have been so dull sexually and intimately.