I've been blackmailng my MILF neighbor for almost 10 years...

Im in my mid 20s now & she's in her early 40s. She lives across the street. She's married, has 2 kids & a stepchild. She's always been very attractive for her age & as a young teen i used to m********* to her. She used to dress very provocative & wear very small, tight shorts & tank tops most of the time. I even jacked off while watching her wash their cars in skimpy daisy dukes. I went over to their house to return movies my parents borrowed from them. I rang the doorbell several times but no answer. I knew she was home because she was a stay-at-home mom & her car was outside. I went around the house to the back gate & looked over the fence & saw her having s** with another guy who wasnt her husband. I stared in perverted amazement for a minute then decided to run & grab my dad's video camera & record it to j******* to later. When i came back she looked out her window & saw me recording & a look of panic came over us both. Later that week i went over while she was alone to return the dvds. She let me inside & we talked & i told her what i saw & told her i recorded part of it. She first tried to intimidate me into giving her the tape then started to get more & more desperate & eventually it became almost begging & something about it had me rock hard. And then it clicked. I would blackmail her for s**! In my mind i thought, she's already cheating on her husband, she's a VERY attractive woman for her age(early 30s then) & it would be my j*******-fantasy come true. At first she was reluctant but I managed to convince her. She got down & gave me head on the couch. After a few minutes she got on top of me & rode me til i came. It was a mixture of pleasure & guilt for me because i was a virgin until that moment & it felt better than anything i ever felt, but i also felt guilty because it was very obvious she hated every minute of it.

At first it was an occasional thing when opportunity presented itself such as days her husband & the kids were gone. But then it turned into me ditching school ALOT to go f*** her. It eventually turned into me going over everyday about 10-15 mins after she got back from dropping off their children at school. I made it become sort of an unscripted routine. She'd open the door in her bath robe. After closing the door, she would take it off & give me head on the chair in the living room usually with just panties on. When she finished, most of the time she'd make me breakfast(usually eggs & toast). Then after that i would go to her & her husbands room & we'd f*** & i'd leave.

Over time my "visits" would become longer & longer. I would make her try things i saw in p*** videos & she usually hated it, which became a fetish for me. I've done alot of things with her that my girlfriends wouldn't do, or i was too embarrassed to ask them to. I've deep throated her(my favorite thing to do). I've made her do a***. I've tied her hands up & brutally(i mean VERY BRUTALLY) f***** her mouth & ass to the point she chokes, slightly pukes, or cries in pain. I've gone as far as to buy certain skimpy clothes & panties/lingerie for her to wear for me.

For years I've been c****** only in her mouth. I used to make her swallow it but for the last 4-5 years i would make her spit every load in a cup & watch her drink it before i leave. I would get off on her obvious look of displeasure & the painful things i would make her do for me. I've been more & more blatantly disrespectful as its gone on. If i was around her & her husband at the same time, I would grab her ass when he wasnt looking or in the room.

Its been going on for almost 10 years now & its gotten to where i dont have to mention the tape or remind her of anything(Honestly, I lost the tape several years ago but never told her). She's certainly not the drop-dead-gorgeous woman she was in the beginning, but she's still attractive for her age. I’ve considered ending it soon as she is getting older, but I still love having that control over her. I’ve even considered secretly recording us & exposing her anyway just to make her feel like she’s gone through all this for nothing. I don’t know yet. I know im a sick pervert for basically enjoying making her life h***, but it doesn't matter too much to me... Sorry.

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  • Have you thought too that the husband can install a home camera and catch you? Have you also thought that this lady can install a home camera and get back at you somehow? Have you imagined that you could get killed by this lady's husband supposing she repents and spills? I really pray that she will do so.

  • Supposing someone does that to your wife (perhaps you wife to be)? Or your daughter? Really, folks reap what they sow in this life? Granted that this lady committed an offense before God and her husband but you have not done any better. It's nauseating but you need a savior because you have entered into bondage. The savior says that if you repent and come to him now, he will not drive you away. Remember he forgave while on the cross, a man who was all his life a robber.

  • Nice to know that you're feeling guilty doing this. Now look at what the manual of life says.
    Even if we feel guilty, God is greater than our feelings, and he knows everything. 1 John 3:20

  • Another Warning about Immoral Women
    1Follow my advice, my son;

    4Love wisdom like a sister;
    make insight a beloved member of your family.
    5Let them protect you from an affair with an immoral woman,
    from listening to the flattery of a promiscuous woman.
    6While I was at the window of my house,
    looking through the curtain,
    7I saw some naive young men,
    and one in particular who lacked common sense.
    8He was crossing the street near the house of an immoral woman,
    strolling down the path by her house.
    9It was at twilight, in the evening,
    as deep darkness fell.
    10The woman approached him,
    seductively dressed and sly of heart.
    11She was the brash, rebellious type,
    never content to stay at home.
    12She is often in the streets and markets,
    soliciting at every corner.
    13She threw her arms around him and kissed him,
    and with a brazen look she said,
    14“I’ve just made my peace offerings
    and fulfilled my vows.
    15You’re the one I was looking for!
    I came out to find you, and here you are!
    16My bed is spread with beautiful blankets,
    with colored sheets of Egyptian linen.
    17I’ve perfumed my bed
    with myrrh, aloes, and cinnamon.
    18Come, let’s drink our fill of love until morning.
    Let’s enjoy each other’s caresses,
    19for my husband is not home.
    He’s away on a long trip.
    20He has taken a wallet full of money with him
    and won’t return until later this month.”
    21So she seduced him with her pretty speech
    and enticed him with her flattery.
    22He followed her at once,
    like an ox going to the slaughter.
    He was like a stag caught in a trap,
    23awaiting the arrow that would pierce its heart.
    He was like a bird flying into a snare,
    little knowing it would cost him his life.
    24So listen to me, my sons,
    and pay attention to my words.
    25Don’t let your hearts stray away toward her.
    Don’t wander down her wayward path.
    26For she has been the ruin of many;
    many men have been her victims.
    27Her house is the road to the grave.
    Her bedroom is the den of death.

  • If this is indeed true then this is rape. I understand that it was a progression that may not have been obvious until it was too late, and the fact that she doesn't enjoy what you make her do is very stimulating to you, but this is wrong. You should have agreed to not show the tape as soon as you saw she didn't enjoy it, and to never speak of the event again. If you want to keep yourself protected from her retaliation at this point you have no choice but to secretly record another video, bring it to her attention, and agree to never speak of what has happened in exchange for keeping the video private. Otherwise she WILL find out that you no longer have the video and take legal action. I'm surprised that she hasn't thought to secretly videotape a session where you tell her to do something that she obviously doesn't enjoy and used that to take legal action.
    I'm not saying that you are a bad person (I don't believe such a thing exists), but you have made some mistakes that are very immoral by almost every measurement of the word.

  • You sick b******

  • You sick b******.

  • If your story is true u r nothing.but a b******

  • Love it!!!!

  • ya gotta keep tappin that ass......

  • What a load of made up bollocks.

  • What aload o made up bollocks.

  • She is using you and you think you are using her. She took your virginity,that is a big deal, and you cant live a day without thinking about her or her p****. She is making you shortchange your girlfriend,and she is your guinea pig in your perversion quest.She has helped you become so perverted that you are mentally ill and will never recover.You will never enjoy the love and trust of a faithful woman or wife. You have done all that for NOTHING.

  • I don't think she has any of the blame here other than not taking steps to incriminate him sooner. She was blackmailed into performing sexual acts, she didn't tempt him or "shortchange" his girlfriend because she didn't force him to blackmail her.

  • I really love the power you have over this woman, and I truly hope you decide to continue it. Revealing the affair (either by sharing the existing tape, or a new one) will bring an end to it, and that would be horrible. PLEASE let it keep going, for years, and even after you've gotten married. By now, there has to be a element of love at work between the two of you, and she has to be loving all the degradation or she wouldn't allow it to continue. Keep up all that great work!

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