I raped someone.
So. I really f****** hate myself. I have been wanting to kill myself because of this. I feel like a terrible human being. I don't even know how I am getting the courage to write this down.
Anyway, I'll start.
I was 15 at the time (I'm 17 now) and I raped someone. :/ The reason I done this, because I was full of hatred. Probably really disturbed. This was because I was bullied a lot before at my high school, I had also cut myself regularly after school so my arms were covered in scars. It all started about 10:00 PM at night when I felt I needed to get away from home. When I had been walking down this alleyway which was covered with needles from drug users. The place was completely dark. There was this girl who was about 15 (my age at the time) or maybe younger. I was ready to release all my hatred and anger on to this innocent girl. I can't remember exactly what she looked like, but she a lot smaller and looked frail. She was really trying to avoid contact with anyone and she just continued walking down the alleyway. So, I stupidly and horribly pushed her over on the ground and quickly put my hand over her mouth and just raped her. After I had finished with her she was really crying and scared. I had heard someone coming so I just decided to run. She decided to press charges after it. Due to my age at the time, they decided to put me on a rehabilitation course and therefore it sort of 'helped' me. I can't really describe it anymore as I am not allowed to (Rules). I feel terrible after what I had done. I am a sickening human being. I really do feel like I need to be shot. Thank you for reading.