I'm dating a guy and I know that he likes another girl; it kills me. I've asked him about it but he says he wants to be with me but I don't believe him because he talks about her, likes all her facebook things and it's so damn obvious.
I want to end this now, because I know he doesn't want a relationship, he only wants to have s** with me, but I have only given him kisses. But I don't know why I'm so afraid and haven't ended this thing already. I accept it...this is hurting me so bad, one of the main reasons is because it's happened before many times. I'm 24 and I have never been in love and I know that's because they're always idiots, douchebags and I like them. Maybe is a problem of neediness or low self esteem, but I'm a cute girl so maybe it's been bad luck. Anyway...I can't help feeling like a piece of s*** right now.
I'm feeling anxious, sad, empty, lonely and the reason is a guy that doesn't even deserve me...it makes me feel really f...ing stupid.