F***** my Best friend... Again
I am in love with my best friend. I didn't know how much I cared about him. We're both 17 and he has a girlfriend and has been in two serious relationships. I know he is completely in love with the first girl and is only not with her because her mum won't let them be together because he got her pregnant (she got rid of it) but he told me how much he misses her and how he can't keep away from her. His current girlfriend is two years younger and a bit obsessive but he just uses her and he admits it. I f***** him two days ago and we just have fun together. I love him so much and I really care about him. He's so fit and I could never get someone like that I don't know why he wants to f*** me. I care about him so much and realy want to be with him but I know he will end up with the first girl again.
What do I do? Should I tell him how I feel or will I loose what I already have? (We have fun casual s** and my best friend)
He's been my best friend since I was 11 and were both 17 now. I confess he cheats on his girlfriend with me and I love him more than he could ever know.