Bi s** affair
Ok i am a married white male. My wife knows i am bi and has let me be with other men before. But a month ago i responded to an ad lonely black male. He was not getting s** at home and was emailing him and i just started work from a new company and was off most of the day. I decided to meet him in public and we were talking alone in his van and next thing i know we were in the back having s**. It was a rush to have s** in a store parking lot in the afternoon. It was his companies work van and i am sure it was moving as he was pounding me but no one said anything. He had a cover up so no one could see. Did not plan on having s** but did. And did not tell my wife. Almost every morning after my wife left i would sext him and then we would have phone s** and a couple times a week go meet in public and have s**. Truck stop wooded area and abondoned store lots. Then one day we were beside his van having s** on a tarp he had me lay down spread my legs and i felt his tongue go in. I mean i felt his tongue lick in and around. It was incredibly erotic. I loved it. And i admit i started to have feelings for him so one friday his wife was at work and mine was at work i kind of invited myself to his house. I was to come after he put his kuds to bed and we have s** in his garage that had an old couch. Well i got there made sure his kids were asleep we began our f*** and suck session and i decided to take the condom off as i was giving him oral and swallowed. We had s** for the rest without a condom. But during a*** i kissed him. Not sure why i just did. Well i left and have not heard from him since. Aside from the a*** s** i loved the tongue in my ass. Still not sure what exactly i did wrong but i wished i would not have kissed him.