My job sucks
I suck at my job.
Dealing with a fairly complicated matter at work. It is very much delayed, and now everyone is antsy and angry...at me. It is partially my "fault", but not as what they pin on me.
Now the work is almost done, just some final matters to be attended to. Except, I get totally conflicting information on what needs to be done. And with that, a simple thing becomes blown up to a big issue, and I am blamed for frustrating the matter. So damned if I do, damned if I don't.
I am overwhelmed. This matter might be a tad too complicated for my level of experience. My other work is suffering (and usually the quality of my work is decent). I feel incompetent. My health is suffering. I am just so tired all the time.
I think My boss understands, but, I fear I have ruined the reputation of my company, at least to these people I am dealing with, and it sucks.
I want to quit my job. But it's bad form to quit just because something is hard. I really need a break.