i'm bi and my one night i woke up to
i'm bi and my one night i woke up to one of my best friends touching my bare breast. I laid there awake as she touched me...even went down my pants and fingered me. Although it was physically pleasurly i felt disgusted...i don't like her like that. we've been friends for 4 yrs..her family is like my family. I feel so violated...how could she do that to me while i slept?! her twin was even right next to me!!!!!!!!
my best friend used me..and it didn't seem like it was the first time.
It seems like every time i get happy something like this happens and i'm hurt again.
I feel like i did when i was raped...
i still love my friend...but i can never trust her