Pedophile . . .

I am a "pedophile". I have never acted on my temptations. but I can't stop fantasizing about young girls. I can't talk to anyone about it. I can't confess to a real person. When I have had the opportunity to act on it, I couldn't help but think what will this do to her in the future? I don't want to hurt anybody and I don't want to cause her emotional problems now or in the future, and I don't want to lose her trust. I hate feeling this way and I hate myself for thinking these thoughts. I am deeply religious and I have prayed and meditated and read every book I can find, but I catch myself thinking about girls I know, even my own family members. Sometimes I wish I could just die, I feel like a complete idiot and worthless piece of trash. I don't know if this post is going to make feel or better or worse, but I'm tired of these thoughts.



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  • Oh my gosh.. Kill urself now!

  • I've read that most pedophiles are like you and never act on their desires. There are no treatments for this disorder and while I loath child molesters I have to feel sorry for a person who wants to do something but they can't and they know its wrong like you seem to.

    Stay away from childrens play areas and try not to look at children in public places.

    Like another poster said get a girl to role play. You might have to pay a prostitute to do this for you.

    Under no circumstances give into this. The consequences for molesting a child are very grim and many molesters get murdered in prison or raped or both. Do everything in your power to resist the urge.

    If you even look at child p********** you'll get caught.

  • How old are we talking here? 15? 16? or more like 4-5 yrs old? If 16, you can just get a young looking 17 yr old and you can have her pretend to be younger to satisfy your fantasy.

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