I was masterbating for about an hour before i realised the window curtain was open and someone from over the road might have been able to see me masterbating to p*** and pictures of the guy I like, so who f****** cares i so want to f*** him infront of everyone and that is dirty i guess someday i might just even get it right. well if my neighbors got an eye full i will soon find out i guess. dirty perves. I will just say i was applying vaginal cream creatively and looking at educational movies on how its done I am so naive. ok. or just be r***** over it or deny it and say it was all in their imagination and they are crazy or confess and tell them we are a real couple and get over it it was not a picture or movie he was doing me so what. live stream is great. so what. I have s** with my pretend husband who just happens to be a former association person via medicinal means but what's it to you anyway? given you were the home wrecker and its just a crazy phaze i am going through and love about a dozen men anyway and I have it in me to love many so what. i am waiting for him to either confirm or deny his love and move on. there is always a new one next week jon or travis or omar or imran or some one else tom d*** or harry. who cares! yeh!