I like that my crush is a s***
When I was 15 or so, the girl I love went on a spring break vacation to the beach with one of her girl friends, without me or her best friend--neither of us could go on account of work and family duties. I was kinda worried but her friend told me not to, she'd take care of my crush. What I didn't know at the time was apparently by "take care of her", she meant getting her to loosen up on vacation and get her laid.
They took pictures of their escapades, put some of their pics up on social media, like them prancing around in bikinis with the guys they were hanging out and sleeping with throughout the whole week. I got a play-by-play of my crush first arriving at the beach in a conservative swimsuit, and by the end she was wearing a sexy thong bikini and sunning topless. I got suspicious and messaged her friend, asking for details on what they had been up to, at the things they implied in her status updates. I had hoped I was just imagining things, but her friend confirmed that she and my crush had been having s** with guys on their vacation.
My crush lost her virginity to a guy a couple years older than her mid-vacation. The night before she had let some strangers feel her up, and she gave head to another, same as her friend. After she lost her V-card, she had one or two guys a night until they returned, because the two of them were going to the same hotel room and swapping partners on occasion. She even let a couple of them c** inside her bareback, which her friend said they both thought was hot as h***.
And even though I was jealous of it all, I have never been more turned on in my life. I spent pretty much every night jerking off to her pics, fantasizing about the naughty implications in their status updates and to the idea of her having s** with strangers... things she actually was doing. I was happy to see my crush return, and she acted like nothing had changed, that I didn't know she had been a dirty s*** on her vacation. I found out the details from her friend, even saw the s** pics she took, and jerked off even more over it. She knew I was jealous though and told me mostly to tease me, and said I should let her have fun. Well, boy did she ever.
I'm in love with her, but I can't get enough of the idea of her having s** with other guys. We're still good friends and talk often, and she still sleeps around on occasion. She spills the details to her friends, and I can get the details from them. I dunno what I'd do if that dried up. I'm still trying to make her mine, but she seems to want to stay single so she can have meaningless s** without repercussion.